Oh, it is love!

My husband is the most amazing person. Words really can't express the way I feel for him, however I'm still going to try and muster up some dialogue that might make you think otherwise. Last night I got home from a wonderful night with some friends, to my hubby sitting in his little video lounge chair stairing up at my with the face that screams "come and hug me!" So I dropped my baggage on the kitchen floor and turned around to give him a great big "I love you" hug. No biggy, right? Well, we went to bed because we were both fairly exhausted, him from his guys night watching 300, me from my wonderful night of talking with women I felt that I have know my whole life, even if it's only been a week or less... and boneless buffalo wings which were great by the way.

As soon as I laid my body down, jake crawls in beside me and snuggles up real close as if to be smelling my skin haha. sounds wierd but I love it when he does that! Either way, the whole night he was just reminding me of how much he loved me, how he had missed me so much that day, and is so glad that he is married to me. It's ironic, because the past few weeks I had been thinking that I was telling him that I loved him a lot, not too much, it was just that I didn't feel that I was giving him the chance to say it to me first without having to just say it because I said it, you know? anyways, I fell asleep in his arms, and woke up in the middle of the night because I wasn't feeling good. of course, my superman runs to the kitchen to fix me some airborne, making sure that I don't get sick, and he gives me one of his Cepacol throat lozenges. Again, reminding me before I doze off that he loves me 'so much'...

I love that feeling, waking up to his morning moan, "mmmmm" and that grin of his. I love to watch him when he sleeps, so peaceful and handsome. It makes me want to squeeze him! Ok so now I'm just rambling, but my point is, that I love my husband and I couldn't have asked for any more. He's an amazing best friend and I'm glad that the Lord but us in each other's lives at this time. I hope for anyone that you find that one person that exceeds anything that you ever wanted...

I love my jakey poooo.

EDIT:

Oh and I completely forgot to mention this. On tuesday I came home and there was a flower pot on the kitchen table. Jake had surprised me and bought me a flower to grow! If you don't already know, maintaining a flower is on my "things to do before I die" list. I was also wanting to paint my own clay pot(s) for my future garden =]. He told me he was trying to help me slowly but surely accomplish my list...i love this man to death.